I’m angry at myself at this point! I spent my morning going through spam that was posted on this site and I have permanently erased 3+ years of my life in posts. There is no way to get them back, although I wish there was. I’m just sick about it! I’m sure some things landed on the FB page I share it to but anything that was in my drafts is gone. Almost 20 things in my drafts that I wasn’t ready to share but eventually I would have.
Like our first Thanks Giving here in FL, How we had to move around so much, When my kid decided it would be a good idea to make some choices that would make everyone in our home suffer and not have any remorse about it, I probably wouldn’t believe the child even if they did. When we got the keys to our home and how I truly felt about it. How luck we felt when things started happening for us with this house and how we watched it come together. The poetry I had saved in my drafts that I’ll never remember to write it down again. Just so much of things that were lost.
I have searched the inter web for a recovery for all these things that I accidentally permanently deleted and there isn’t one. Here I sit teary eyed knowing I f*cked up and lost something that meant so much to me and the history that I lost.